I can't say I've never been in love. I've been in love twice; once as a teenager and the second time as a young adult. Both times were amazing and though I've moved past those times, I still find myself going back and forth on the experiences of both relationships.
My first love started as a 'hate' relationship--I never could stand his sight!!! I thought he was arrogant and self absorbed, not like I ever said a word to him but he just seemed so and remained that way all through high school. Then in my first year in the university we actually had a conversation--and I did the most unexpected thing!--I blush!! He asked me why I hated him so much and I couldn't find words. That was the beginning of a beautiful relationship. While in the university, a few miles separated us, but we still made it through 3yrs. I thought we were perfect even though we never actually said the words "I Love You"--till much later--our relationship blossomed and when it was over it was hard to believe.
Love number two was a lot more matured and happened in my early twenties when I had my heart and head in sync. can't say I was as in love as I was the first time( there's something about "The First") but I gave all I had and did my best to make it work but I guess we weren't just in the cards for the fates.
I've made a couple of mistakes, hooked up with a few "not-so-good" dudes, but I guess a happy ending is never complete without a few bends.
So here I am, fresh and out ready to take the next couple of steps to find the one.
Wish me luck!!!
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